Today I like to be quiet and reflective :/
Okayy, you see the title near the top that? See? Okayy, good.
Storry begin's :>
today I became quiet, but before that I most noise, but suddenly I became quiet and pondered many times. I do not know what I thing. Suddenly my Heart is affected, probably because I dropped the class and may also cause Syukri or the other. I do not know, now my head is very worried and dizziness. When my friend laugh and when they all talk, all the stories that I did not laugh and I do not entertain. I just keep quiet and just starring. but when Fakhirah say about Fayyadh ,suddenly I laughed and smiled. Why should I avoid Fayyadh name?
Oh God, help for my strength for all these trials. I cannot stand it anymore. My Heart is truly broken because man like Iqbal .What He would like to do? What's wrong with me near Him? I feel that I've never cheated with Him and never intended to mock Him. What should I do now? Do i need to ask off? but i'm not that kind of girl. Hmm, but how can i ask the breaks? All I sent to Him, he did not respond. What more do I call? He always turn off his phone. I've ask my friend, Adriana. I asked her to please contact Iqbal .I surprisingly, Adriana said when she calls Iqbal ,His phone is not turned off and there is a ringing tone.
Hmm, now I suddenly close to Syukri .I did not want to give hope to Him but I just want to make a good friends with Him. We do not heve any special relationship but just to friends only but I see He really loves me. P/S: I get the third class in my stream. Oh, God. Please strengthen my faith :')
Sincerely,
Maisara Qistina :)
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